Locked up, pussy full and I'm my balls are acking

Last night told me She wanted to work up to fisting me and double fisting me. That She wants to hold hands with a friend inside my butt. Well today I found out She wasn't joking around.

After last nights ordeal today my anus is feeling stretched and worn out. Miss had me grab the butt plug harness and insert the smallest dildo which is about 4 1/2 inches but the head of it is curved to hit near the prostate. That is in me right now and has been in for 30 minutes so far. I don't know how long I will be wearing it for.

Also my balls feel so full and with the plug up me right now my balls feel fuller. I look dazed and it's hard for me to focus at the moment, I feel so used up. Miss then told me She will give me a rest tonight from a ass pounding like last night but I still have dildo inside currently.

I asked Miss if that meant She will be back at it tomorrow night. She said, "of course. I told you that I'm going to fist you and that you are my slut."

The longest I have ever been in chastity is 13 days 2 years ago when I did it myself. It's so much more difficult when someone is constantly teasing and denying you. On top of that my ass has had something in it 4 out of 6 days now.

I told Miss I truly want to be Her slut, whore, bitch, sissy and I know that it takes training to get there. Now I am under ass aka "pussy" training so that someone wants to use my holes they will be functional at beck and call.

I don't really want to cum tonight because I want to be prepared if I am to suck off our visiting TS acquaintance tomorrow and because I have been locked up my mouth is drooling for cock to be shoved down it and for cum to be shot in my mouth. But at the same time my body is starting to fidget and tingle because my cock has been kept 3 inches small for going on 6 days and I haven't had any CB on in awhile. I know that this is going to be a regular thing now and that Miss has more fun with my "pussy" than She does my cock.

But I can't wait to cum and I will do anything to recieve that from Miss.

Chastity Fantasy come true - Ass stretching, humiliation, chastity

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Ears pierced and Boy George for Halloween

Last week my piercer from my tattoo shop was involved in a session at our dungeon and since I've been planning on getting my ears pierced I figured this was the perfect time. So he came over and I got both of my earlobes pierced in a 14 gauge. Now I've got to wait 3 months until I can change the studs out and wear different earrings. But now I can wear REAL earrings as a girl.

I may stretch the holes just a little bit but I don't want big holes. Now I also want a few more piercings. Maybe another in my earlobe just a little higher up and my left cartilage. I have thing, when I get a tattoo, a piercing, or if I wear a watch, bracelet anything a long those lines. It ALWAYS has to go on my left first, otherwise I just feel off balanced.

HALLOWEEN! I've decided to go as Boy George. The good Boy George, not the street cleaning addicted drug addict, lol. So the picture here is of the make up style I'm going for. Last night I was asking for a few tips from some drag queens on how to go about doing this because I don't normally do extensive make up like this. I asked SAL-E about something and I know he gets crazy booked around this time of you for doing make up and I saw a post about him not taking any more clients. He gave me a tip and then told me he's doing make up at the Salon this weekend to get a few more in and he's doing my make up tomorrow afternoon!!! Let me tell you if you don't know. He is amazing! He does drag himself and is just incredible and everyone in Chicago knows him and many others around the world. His prices are great and I can't wait to see how I turn out. Tomorrow night is the Studio Halloween party but I also have to other parties I'm attending on the 31st. and Nov. 1st. I'll make sure to take lots and lots of pictures. I hope everyone has a great Halloween and has a creative costume!

SO HORNY -- = -- Dirty Thoughts!

I'm so HORNY!!!
I haven't been in chastity because I need a new device ( a loris tube ) however I will still be put in the CB-3000 on and off as long as it's not seriously hurting me. Anyways, I am still not allowed an orgasm unless Miss allows it and I have only cum once is the past 7 weeks.

Tonight I'm going to do my best to impress Her and hopefully earn an opportunity to release. Last night I found this picture which I keep thinking about. I'll attach it below...hopefully you will be able to see it.
http://www.chastitymansion.com/photoplog/images/443/1_siss_new.jpg

Miss knows I want to pleasure a transexual woman. I think they're beautiful and I can't wait till that day comes. We were on the train home just about an hour ago and I said something about a sissy and she said "oh, really!!" I figured she knew but I guess not. I told her if we are both comfortable with the person I would service a sissy / sissy maid as well however she wished.

Then to be a true....true cuckold!!!!!

So below are some images to give you an idea of what I can't stop thinking about as well as my little cock in my satin panties.

http://www.realsissyschool.com/ffpicts/9d58.jpg I want this so bad!!

http://www.chastitymansion.com/photoplog/index.php?n=245

http://www.chastitymansion.com/photoplog/images/488/1_6bdescd.jpg

http://www.chastitymansion.com/photoplog/images/149/1_mchastity143.jpg

http://www.chastitymansion.com/photoplog/images/443/1_cuck.jpg This is my reality! I've gotten used to it and not only appreciate it but love it.

http://www.chastitymansion.com/photoplog/images/443/1_2241903773_1a2993d213.jpg The loris tube. I can't wait to get mine!

So that's a little example of what is on my mind. Hopefully Miss will allow me to release sometime soon and then I will be put into the CB-3000. That I do know.

CLUB FEM Tonight

Tonight is the Club Fem party at our Studio. It's the first one in a few months and the first one at our new Studio aka Dungeon. With all the organizing over the past few months and just getting all straightened. Not to mention Miss and I moved into a new apartment on the 1st of September as well.

(If you don't know what Club Fem is..............It's for Female Dominants and male submissives ONLY. It's an organization all across America. For the males that attend they must either be cross dressed or naked. Look it up there are chapters in many cities and maybe one near you.)

Anyways Miss told me that I'm going to be hooded for the entire night. I believe I'm going to be wearing panties as well but I'm sure I will naked at some point in the night. The hood I'll be wearing as a removable mouth hole. I naturally take deep breaths so I need the month hole to be open if I'm going to be in the hood for a long period of time. But i can be gagged as well, because I can still breath through the gag.

I haven't been in Chastity lately as I do have problems with the CB-3000 and wearing in for long periods of time. Also my Guishe piercing fell out and my hole closed. I do still have the PA ring and we plan on buying a Lori chastity device but those aren't cheap. We'll have one in the near future though. I haven't had an orgasm in 3 weeks even without chastity and Miss informed me that She along with a few other Dominants are going to put me in the CB-3000 tonight at the Club Fem party.

I must admit I'm excited about it and it's been on my mind the past 2 days. But I really, really, REALLY hope that Miss lets me cum prior to be placed into chastity. But if Miss does let me cum at the party I can only imagine doing something really humiliating during and after cuming. But, I'll do anything, not that I have much of a choice. I'll make sure to let everyone know how tonight goes.

NEW TATTOO

I did get a new tattoo the other day. It's actually from a poster I've had. It's really one of the pictures where different people see different things. It's two girls kissing rocking big headphones. To me it represents my love for music...but the girls kissing makes it a HOT picture. So I just got it on my left forearm.

For awhile I wasn't ready for a tattoo below my elbow but I was thinking about it and went and got it done and I lOVE it! The color in it is perfect and I like the placement on my body.

TAKE A LOOK.......................................
I still plan on adding more around it as well but It's got to be perfect so I'm still tossing ideas around.

Changing my hair style....Going longer

I'm thinking about growing out my hair a bit. The longest I have ever gone is about 2 months and my hair is kind of slow at growing. Currently it's about when I want a hair cut and I think I may trim it up just a little bit for my birthday, which is SEPTEMBER 6TH I'LL BE 22 btw. But after that I plan on letting it grow and getting it styled into a boyish - femme hair cut. We'll see what it turns out looking like but I'm hoping that I like it and then I can have a better look when I crossdress without having to wear a wig.

I attached a picture of a look I like for a bob hairstyle. Not that my hair will look like this but I think that's a good length to try and get my hair around. Luckily a friend of mine has been doing drag for over 30 years and he is a hairstylist so he can go at my hair and I trust him.

I'll take pictures of when my hair is growing and stages. So if I trim it up this week just a little bit and then let it grow. Hopefully around December it will be a decent length. That's 4 months from now.

Oh.....I am also going to get my ears pierced within the next month.