i have always been fascinated with chastity. i can recall watching Robin Hood as a kid and being turned on when seeing the kept woman in her cast iron chastity belt.
About a year ago i bought the CB-3000 (clear version) and at the time i had a friend of mine hold the key to my CB. i also had the medium points of intrigue attached. She was going out of town for two weeks and i stupidly told Her that i at no time would need the keys in case of an emergency. Well when i put on the device it wasn't on correctly. i had fantasized about being in chastity for so long that i would get hard at the very thought of it. So i was put in the device, although it was very uncomfortable i remained in it. While She was gone i was in a lot of pain. my cock began to grow scabs around the back of the cock as well as around the head. It was very red and it needed to be removed. 13 days into it and with Her coming back the next day i couldn't wait any longer. i did EVERYTHING i could to pull out of it. It was extremely painful to squeeze out and i ever since then i haven't used the device.
Well since being owned to Miss Jaded we have talked about chastity. We actually plan on getting me pierced. Having a Prince Albert and another piercing underneath my balls and connecting the two. Well about an hour ago i thought i would try to fit into the CB-3000 again while Miss was on the computer. i immediately started to get hard just thinking about it. i tried to think about random things as i lubed up my cock and the inside of the device. Surprisingly i actually slipped into the device very easily. Again i started to get hard and thought of random things. To get into the device and lock it i do it in like mini sessions. Try to stay soft and do something really quick and when i get hard i stop, hold the device on me and think of random things.
i get into it and pull up my panties and shorts. Once Miss was free i asked Her to close Her eyes and then i surprised Her by showing Her that i was able to fit into the device correctly and could be locked up for Her. i'm nervous as to what She can do however, i am also excited. But, i know things change when i'm locked up.
This is ultimate control, i can't touch or get hard. Miss has full control over me sexually and that is scary. Miss is also going to Domcon October 11th to the 14th and i will still be at home and in school. That's two weeks from now, for all i know i won't be released at all but, maybe if i'm on excellent behavior i will be a time or two. i do need to be trained to be locked up, it's a process, but it is one i really want to undergo in my servitude to my Miss.
i will keep you all updated on how it goes and if i am allowed release from it at all and what goes along with me being released.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Owned as a 24-7 slave
Back in April of 2007 i started to serve Miss Jaded as a part time slave. i wasn't looking to be Her slave as She prefers females serving Her. We had been talking for about 3 weeks and She must have seen something in me by deciding to take me on as Her slave. i don't just jump into things and i analyzed the situation. i have heard good things about Miss Jaded and i already knew that She was a respected Domme and so i took Her up on Her gracious offer.
It is October 1st 2007. i've been serving Miss for almost 6 months now and time has just flown by. As of September 1st we decided to move in with one another and i have become Her 24-7 live in slave. i realize that i am very lucky and i'm anxious for all things that come.
This is a learning process and many things are new to me but, i am educated on the lifestyle and i know that this is how i not only choose but need to live my life.
It is October 1st 2007. i've been serving Miss for almost 6 months now and time has just flown by. As of September 1st we decided to move in with one another and i have become Her 24-7 live in slave. i realize that i am very lucky and i'm anxious for all things that come.
This is a learning process and many things are new to me but, i am educated on the lifestyle and i know that this is how i not only choose but need to live my life.
Friday, September 28, 2007
gags
So i purchased a white leather dildo face harness with an adjustable dildo ring on the front from jtstockroom.com It's wonderful. i haven't tried using it on myself yet, but i am very flexible. i was thinking if i attached a long dildo on the front of the gag and if i'm able to bend over far enough and angle the dildo i will be able to literally fuck myself. i know it sounds complex but, i am very flexible. So, i'm going to test that out soon and hopefully capture it for everyone to see.
Here is the link to the gag i just got. http://www.stockroom.com/Locking-Ball-Gag-w-Dildo-Ring-P317.aspx
Then here is a link to a gag i want. It would come in very handy for a sissy maid. i could clean the toilet with it, dust, be an ashtray, carry glasses/wine glasses and more. It's called the "how may i help You gag"
http://www.stockroom.com/The-How-May-I-Help-You-Gag-P2446.aspx
Just imagine all the things you could do with this. ooooooo....i'm drooling!
Here is the link to the gag i just got. http://www.stockroom.com/Locking-Ball-Gag-w-Dildo-Ring-P317.aspx
Then here is a link to a gag i want. It would come in very handy for a sissy maid. i could clean the toilet with it, dust, be an ashtray, carry glasses/wine glasses and more. It's called the "how may i help You gag"
http://www.stockroom.com/The-How-May-I-Help-You-Gag-P2446.aspx
Just imagine all the things you could do with this. ooooooo....i'm drooling!
Sunday, September 23, 2007
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