Thursday, February 7, 2008

Masturbatation: Orders, Rules, and the Unknown


Basically from the start of Miss and I's relationship I have always enjoyed "release" in a different manner. I must of course please Miss and make sure that She is satisfied but when I am allowed to release it's always done in a humiliating, goofy manner. It's only going to continue as new ideas and rituals come to Miss's mind.

As I will be in full time chastity when my chastity piercings completely heal, in about another 3 months release will be more few and far between. I will most likely become more accustom to anal milking's every so often instead of a chance to touch my own cock.

Currently here is a list of what Miss enjoys having me do when I'm allowed to masturbate to Her amusement.
1. Cum directly into my mouth, lick my cock, suck on my own cock.
2. After cuming I am to lick up all of my cum and swallow it. (Which I find to be more difficult that cuming directly into my mouth.
3. There have been a few occasions where She has allowed me to freely cum and I ejaculate onto my stomach usually. However, then She smears the cum all over my body. Chest, stomach, face, hair and I must sleep with it like so. Not allowed to take a shower until the next day.
4. Miss has also collected cum and put it in the freezer so that it keeps. She says She's going to use it as Mayo, cream cheese, or an extra sauce on food I eat when where out at a public place.
5. Of course I am always verbally humiliated. Many times dressed as a girl which is normal when where at home. Or when I am Her sissy maid, I am degrated and kept as Her slave.
6. Masturbation while locked in the cage. I take off my chastity device, masturbate and I'm not allowed out until the chastity is locked back into place.
7. Masturbate over the phone while 3 guys and 2 girls where on the other side of the phone telling me what to while laughing at me.
8. Cuming directly onto my face and into my eyes and hair.

Now what Miss has hinted at......The plans I do know about as far as having me masturbate to Her pleasure.
1. A blow up doll. Preferably a transvestite blow up doll. That way I can use the dolls mouth as I give head to the doll.
2. Giving oral sex to a transvestite and if I'm lucky I will get a blow job or more from a transvestite.
3. Milking procedures. Mostly anal when kept in chastity.
4. Fucking blow up animals like a sheep.
5. Only being able to cum from anal penetration without touching myself.
6. Masturbate and use my cum as lube to fuck me in my ass.
7. Cock pumps in Miss's control, not mine.

Those are the ones I know of. I know She always has new, creative ideas. I am nervous yet I look at it as exiting as well. To really be a slave for Her is all that I could ask for. At times it's challenging and that I love. Because I am always doing new and different things. I must adapt and learn. It keeps me on my toes and on my best behavior. Then Her control of my sexual release just tops the list. She owns the cock and balls and has the keys to my orgasms.

Monday, February 4, 2008

HOOOORAY!!! A REAL SISSY MAID


Today I was expecting a few packages to arrive and they did to my delight. My sissy maid outfit arrived! Of course the petticoat with it. It's white since I have white lacing on the dress. I also got black locking high heels and white heels. The dress is a beautiful purple satin. I actually decided to order from fashions4fetish.com instead of superdresses.com. After talking with Sissy Maid Kelly I decided to go there. Superdresses do have many many wonderful dresses to choose from although they are over the top expensive. YIKES! I'm so pleased with the dress I have gotten. Heres the dress I bought but in purple.
http://www.fashions4fetish.com/shop/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=19&products_id=93

So Immediately I opened the boxes and Miss wasted no time and told me to try it on. Not that She had to force me to put it on. I was so anxious for it just to arrive. So, on it went and it fit perfectly. This was around 3:30 our time and it's 10:30 right now. I haven't taken it off once and it's locked at the back of the neck. I feel like a gitty child, well more like a gitty sissy girl.

Now we just have to go pick out a few wigs from a local shop and I can really become a sissy maid. I thought of Pinochio and how he was shocked how great it felt to be a real boy. I was actually amazed when I put on the dress and how I felt. I couldn't help but think that this is really me. I've wanted to be a sissy/sissy maid for so long and now I've found a Mistress who loves for me to be Her sissy. I know it has only begun and is only going to get better and BETTER.

I do have to wait until May - June until my cock Prince Albert piercing can be attached and lock to my Guishe piercing behind my balls though. Both piercings have been feeling better but a little Motrin does help me throughout the day. My cock would burn every so often when pissing, sometimes worse than others. The Guishe is just acquired. Especially when walking but it's all worth it.