Messy Diaper

Today is my second diaper day of the contract. As soon as I woke up I hoped in the shower and when I got out Miss was waiting for me with a diaper in hand. On it went, all snug and tight. Then I was off to school.

I didn't wet until after class on my way home. It was so easy to wet this time. It just takes practice I guess. I wet at 3:20 and it's been a little over 2 hours that I've been in my piss filled diaper. MISS SAID I HAVE TO USE THE DIAPER EVEN FOR POOPING. I just finished eating Cambells chunky Beef soup and I knew I had to go poop. Miss is off at work so I stood up, nervously but I really had to go. I barely even squated and pushed a little bit and it felt like a smaller size fell into my diaper. Then it followed by a much larger one and a little bit more. ooooooooooo

My diaper started sagging off my waist so I had to tighten it which only brought the poop right up next to my butt and it smelled, oouuuoo weee! I sent Miss a text saying I pooped in my diaper and She called me a dirty little girl. Then said I have to stay in the diaper until She tells me I can take it off. I put on a 2nd diaper over the first so that my diaper stays on me more and nothing leaks. Now I'm sitting in two diaper with poop all smashed up in my diaper and my bottom. And I really have to wet again, I'm really am going to be a dirty mess.

This is the first time I have ever pooped (messed) in a diaper. I feel so dirty and childish.

DUNGEON FURNITURE

BONDAGE FURNITURE arrived yesterday. Not all of it but we will have a few more pieces in the next week or two. It's furniture that Miss designed and the line of furniture that were coming out with. Right now it's all metal dungeon furniture and it looks GREAT. -----Pics up soon----

We got the 8 foot standing cage with 3 doors in the front that open. It also has other features but it's easier to see in pictures. But it's 8 feet tall by 3 feet wide and ours is black. Then we got a whipping post with a pully system. It has a base and a tall pole, ours is a little over 9 feet tall.

Then we got the bondage chair. Which is great for Toilet play and rope bondage with many points to tie off to. Our suspension from will be arriving in the next few weeks as well as temporary branding poles! I'M EXCITED.

We managed to fit all that we received yesterday into our play room (dungeon) in our house which now looks even better.

FIRST 3 DAYS & a SURPRISE!

Day 1 - was Tuesday and I had class at 12:30 to 3:20 but I had woke up in the cage as that is my new bed. Which I am having a growing love for. I just love being confined in a little space and having the door locked on me. Not being able to get out until Miss decides to unlock it. I feel like a caged animal. I cleaned up around the house and took care of the dishes. Miss was gone most of the day and didn't get home until late. Although I did have a mess up, I was supposed to practice walking in heels and it really did slip my mind. Miss punished me by making me wear heels THE WHOLE DAY tomorrow.

Day 2 - Was my day off. So after I woke up and took a shower. I dressed in beige stockings and a garter belt. With of course a bra and I actually decided that I need to waist train more often. So Miss slapped the new 26inch black with white pin strip waist cincher on me and it was laced tight! I followed by applying my make-up and hair. Next my most favorite item my sissy maid dress followed by 5 inch platform white heels. (Which I wore ALL DAY LONG.) My feet really started to ache, but I know I won't forget next time. In fact I have to put on heels and walk around the house after this. I didn't make Miss a 3 course meal because She decided She would like to go out to eat but said I will make up for it next week.
I did just like Miss asked and cleaned both bathrooms, all surfaces, organized, straighted and cleaned the bedrooms and playroom. I also scrubbed the bathroom floors and kitchen on my hands and knees as there were spots that a broom and mop couldn't take care of. I cleaned for about 3 hours and then Miss let me relax a bit and watch TV because I have been feeling quite sick the past week. However, She didn't want to hear me talking so I was gag with a HUGE ball gag while Miss went to the office to work. I was still in my waist cincher sitting up straight like a lady and fully dressed as a maid.
An hour went by and my jaw was really hurting. I had never been gagged so long, luckily Miss finally let me remove the ball gag. Then I was put in the cage and locked for the night.

Day 3 - (today) Diaper day. I am a baby girl, not a baby boy. I woke up and maid Miss coffee then served in to Her on my knees with head bowed. I had some homework left over so went right to work before I had to run off to school. Miss came around the corner with the Depends diaper. Which isn't too bulky but is slightly noisy. However, you can't see it under clothes unless you wet it a whole lot or it shows above your pants. If you wear 2 or more you can tell a bit. After class got out which was at 3:20 I was walking down the stairs really having to pee. I made my way to fedex kinkos and I couldn't hold it any longer.
I wet my diaper. But I can't lie, I really enjoyed it. Knowing that I was in public around all these people just pissing in my diaper kind of hoping it would leak. Once I got home Miss wasn't home yet and I wet even more....HOORAY! Miss had laid out clothes for me to put on immediately and finish up the dishes before I did anything else. It was a semi lacy white top that comes just over my belly button with spaghetti strings and a mini cotton pink skirt. That you could just slightly see my diaper in. I was cold so I put on grey and black polka dots leggings over my diaper as well. So I could be the baby girl Miss wants when She gets home.
It's not now nearly 9pm and I have been in my wet diaper 3 hours now, so squishy....haha. Just as I was starting this blog Miss came by me and told me to stop, stand and pull my skirt and diaper down. Bend over the desk and I saw lube in front of me. She took our newest toy the Aneros prostate massager and inserted in my butt. It went in so smooth and quickly. Miss moved in a bit pulled up my diaper and told me to sit down and finish my blog. That was my surprise that put a big smile on my face.
It's actually the newest version of the Aneros and it's called the Nero. Mine is red and now they all come with a steel ball on one of the ends that goes under your balls and it helps for the Nero to move around on it's on when wearing it. I know this will be used for prostate milking and much more. I've never had my prostate milked but really want to do it. Although I may end up regreting that if I'm not allowed to cum for longer periods of time.
Day 4 is tomorrow. Saturday we are getting our dungeon furniture and will have guests in the house for the night. I will still be Miss's "slave" in front of them as well as next week when shibari rigger DOV from New York will be in town for a few days and staying with us.

Well I'm off to practice walking in heels. I'm going to wear my newest ones. Pink with black dots and black mini skulls from HOT TOPIC. It's only a 3 inch heel but they fit me the best.

SLAVE CONTRACT April 8th to May 7th

Miss has decided to do a month of STRICT PROTOCOL with me. As I am Her 24/7 slave there is ALWAYS things I can learn and improve upon. Many of these teachings in this month I know She would like implemented a lot more in the future. There are rules on this month contract that I do already follow regularly as well.

Which are: I must ask to use the bathroom, eat and drink at all times in any situation. I don't have to ask to drink water. When allowed to touch myself I must always ask if I am allowed to cum. I wear a my color at home, I'm Her sissy maid on certain days, wear panties everyday. As well as daily cleaning and other tasks She may wish for.

Here is the contract for April 8th to May 7th. (I may shorten some parts but the protocols are all the same.

1. slave agrees to the following contract.

2. slave must wear collar at all times when at home or in front of lifestyle people.

3. slave will address Miss Jaded as Miss, Mistress or Mama at all times. (When I am in diaper)

4. slave will wear clothes chosen by Miss when arriving home for the day.

5. slave will wear a diaper all day and can only use the diaper as a "bathroom" on the following days. April 10th Thursday, April 14th Monday April 22nd Tuesday and April 29th Tuesday. NO EXCEPTIONS

6. slave will be sissy maid aly every Wednesday (my day off from school) aly will straighten, dust ALL SURFACES, clean both bathrooms, clean bedrooms, office and play room, dishes and cook a three course meal for Miss.

7. slave will check in with Miss each day before arriving home to see if Miss needs anything picked up from the store.

8. slave will sleep in cage EVERY NIGHT unless places at bottom of Miss's bed in bondage.

9. slave will be kept in chastity ~ physical or mental for the duration determined by Miss. NO EXCEPTIONS.

10. slave will do dishes every night before bed.

11. slave will not touch Miss (at all) without Miss's permission.

12. slave will prepare coffee first thing every mourning if Miss wishes.

13. slave will ask permission to watch TV. Homework will be done as well as the days duties before permission is granted.

14. slave must ask for permission to sit in chair or couch.

15. slave will ask Miss frequently if Miss needs anything, anticipate needs.

16. slave will be sure to please Miss before thinking of slaves own needs or wants.

17. slave will ask permission to eat and use bathroom.

18. slave will follow any speech restriction Miss decides.

19. slave will walk in heels for at least 30 minutes every other day (every even number day) to practice. slave will be dressed as a girl if Miss desires.

20. slave will post at least twice a week in blog.

21. slave will be allowed up to 1 hour a day for computer recreation.

22. slave accepts all rules on contract for 30 days when signing contract.

----------Miss can also punish me for all rules broken even on little mess ups.-----------