Christmas morning surprise!

Merry Christmas and happy Holidays to everyone.

I had a great Christmas Eve with Miss and Her family and today will be heading over to see my family. This morning I wrapped myself up under the Christmas tree for Miss. After I made Her coffee, oatmeal and cut a piece of vegan pumpkin pie and put it on a serving tray on the counter. (Miss is a vegan if I haven't ever let you all know.) But a few days earlier I took to rather large boxes and wrapped them. But first I cut a head hole into one and leg holes into another. I fit myself into the boxes and tied them together while under the tree. Put a red lycra hood over my head with a zipper on the mouth and waited until Miss woke up. I wrote a little funny Christmas poem that read ----------------

On Christmas Eve there wasn't a sound as everyone was a sleep.
So the young boy made pumpkin pie, oatmeal, and coffee to eat.
Then he got all wrapped up and placed himself under the Christmas tree.
And when 8am rolled around Miss would find a tray full of good eats and a special treat under the tree.

I heard Miss giggle when She woke up as She saw my legs coming out of the box. She took Her time and got all of Her food before She came to open me up. She was shocked. It worked perfectly and She loved everyone moment of it. She still says that was the best present She received and I'm so happy to hear that. It took some time and effort making the boxes but it was so much fun. I'm so happy I pleased Miss on Christmas day.

Miss also got me some great gifts. I received new grey and black leggings, black (all women things of course) flat shoes, a RUN DMC t shirt, a turqoise dress/shirt, a new black purse, lip gloss and other make up. It was all more than I expected. What more could I ask for, all new girl clothes for me to wear for Miss.

I hope everyone else's Christmas was good or will be good. Enjoy it with friends and loved ones.

Transexuals / Transvestites

About a year ago was the first time i was in chastity, i was locked for 13 days. In about a week i started to fantasize about doing sexual acts with a TS. When in chastity for long periods of time, even though 13 days isn't LONG, your mind starts to think in different ways. The most common thing i thought about was giving oral to a TS while still locked in chastity.

Well i've been locked up on and off with Miss and i've had similar fantasies. Although, to my surprise i have been fantasizing about giving oral to a TS quite often and i'm not currently in chastity. i have looked up Chicago TS escorts that maybe one day Miss would allow me to give oral to. i've been looking up TS just to look at pictures and watch videos on occasion.

i would never get a sex change, that's not me. But i do fantasize about getting one, mostly just having breasts and a natural feminine look. Of course i pay attention to how women do their make-up and put clothes together. i consider myself to have a good fashion sense when i crossdress, i just can't wait to get more and more clothes and accesories.

However i was first shocked that i was so interested in doing a sexual act with a TS, i would prefer to do it when i am crossdressed and i think it may have to be forced on me. But, i am turned on by it. i realize that it's not only when i'm locked up but it's a true fantasy of mine.

Here are a few pics of what i've been looking at or should i say fantasizing about.....

http://www.wildshemale.com/2006_thumbs/06-28-2006Cock%20sucking%20T-girl_Blonde%20transexual%20knows%20how%20to%20give%20a%20decent%20blowjob.jpg

http://images.search.yahoo.com/search/images/view?back=http%3A%2F%2Fimages.search.yahoo.com%2Fsearch%2Fimages%3Fp%3Dtransexual%26fr%3Dyfp-t-501%26ei%3DUTF-8%26.bcrumb%3D49e540e2113829b202048eb3d4e9d86f%252C1194751164%26save%3D0&w=398&h=439&imgurl=www.transexualtravestis.com%2Fpollitas%2Ftransexual-pollitas9.jpg&rurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.transexualtravestis.com%2Fpollitas%2Ftransexual-pollitas15.html&size=8.2kB&name=transexual-pollitas9.jpg&p=transexual&type=jpeg&no=10&tt=330,855&oid=a68dd7aac11a58ea&ei=UTF-8

http://www.wildshemale.com/2006_thumbs/05-31-2006Blonde%20tran%20sucker_Beautiful%20blonde%20transgender%20suck%20whore%20does%20her%20job.jpg

http://tranny-chick.com/5qq/b/100.jpg

Haloween fetish party -DEVILS NIGHT-

Sadly i didn't win the costume contest Tuesday at Devil's night. i went up on stage but had no luck. Lot's of people in latex but i didn't think the winners were very special either. But, i did flash my latex panties to the crowd, they were yelling to see them so i was nice i teased them. It was a good night. Both Miss and i saw a bunch of people we haven't seen in awhile. i was talking with a lot people and didn't drink much, which was a good decision.

All kinds of costumes, of course there was latex everywhere, witches, zombies, adult babies, killers, cheerleader's (well only me), crossdressers, militants, girl scouts and more. Miss and i went with a Miss Simone and a friend of ours. We all looked great.

All though i only went to two Halloween parties i'm all Halloweened out. Now to look to Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years. Hope everyone enjoyed their weekend of tricker treating.......i'll make sure to bring everyone some wonderful treats to enjoy.

1st Halloween party - Dirty fun

Saturday was the first of the Halloween parties planned to attend. Last night ended up being a great time with good friends. We went to Matisse bar in Lincoln Park (Chicago's north side.) The costume contest wasn't anything special but other than that it was a good night. Miss, Vonlivid, one of Vonlivid's friends and myself went out. Miss and Vonlivid and i were all dressed in latex made by Vonlivid, Houseofbias.com i had to put a little link in there. She's a good friend and makes great latex. i wore my 3 piece, panties, mini skirt and sleeveless cheerleader top that ends right under my nipples. It's baby pink with brown trim. i also wore brown leggings and pink and white sneakers. i must say, i looked good. Miss assisted with my make up and i had football lines under my eyes and did my hair in a fo hawk.
We had good, pretty cheap drinks and good music to dance to. By the end of the night i had way too many drinks, lost my debit card and danced like a girl on girl and danced with 3 gay men at once. Maybe i should wear that outfit out more often. We have one more party to attend on Tuesday, Devils night fetish party where i will be wearing the same outfit, i just love it that much. i need more sexy girl latex. Happy Halloween to everyone!

Plenty of pics to come....Here's a sneak peak.

interruptions lead to confinement

i wasn't feeling so well all weekend so i had my pj pants, hoody and thick socks on. Although, i started to feel a bit better later on Saturday night. Miss was trying to get some work done but, i kept on interrupting Her. Even when i'm not feeling so well i am to still please Miss, there aren't any breaks in servitude and i quickly learned that.
So i came in and was told to kneel with my head down. Immediately a black lycra hood was put on my head followed by a blindfold over my eyes to make sure i couldn't see anything and a ball gag to assure i didn't speak. Miss happens to be a great rope rigger and She pulled out Her hemp rope and started to bind me on the floor. i was tied while still kneeling. With my left calf tied to my left thigh and same with the right leg. Then my left wrist tied to my left leg and my right wrist tied to my right leg. Of course i had my collar on, which i LOVE wearing more and more. It's comfortable and locks in the back but, i really like the white and black leather.
Miss knowing that i wasn't feeling so well allowed me to move around somehow as i laid on my side. my hoodie from my sweatshirt was placed on my head and a metal leash was attached to my collar and on to the leg of the chair Miss was sitting on as She got work done on the computer.
i was just left to lay on the hardwood floors, not being able to see anything, not speak and barely move. Talk about being put in my place. i had to be laying there for at least an hour in a half maybe two. i was very aroused by this at first but as time went on and i was just an object on the floor and nothing else i realized that Miss was more excited by this than myself. i was confined without any walls around me, but it felt like i was placed into a tiny box in the back of a closet. Miss was kind enough to allow me to be bound in the same room with Her so i am thankful for that. It wasn't easy and next time i won't bother Miss when She is trying to get work done.

caged sexual frustration and online fantasies

For a brief update since last week Thursday. Miss left Thursday and i was put into the CB-3000 that day. Friday night i was released as Miss hid a key at the house and She had me unlock myself as She called me from DomCon Atlanta with two other Mistresses and 5 guys in the room. She had me put on one of Her dresses, insert a 5 inch dildo into my butt and fuck myself whiled i moaned over the phone so they could all hear me. i had a couple friends over that night so i was nervous that they would hear me. She then had me lay on my back and aim my cock at my mouth as i shot a large load into my own mouth and swallowed every drop of it. Then proceeded to lick up all the cum off my cock. Miss left another lock and i put myself back into Chastity. It's now midnight and it just turned Wednesday and i have been locked up since. Today is my 5th straight day and the longest i've gone in chastity with Miss.
Miss returned home early Monday mourning.

While Miss was in Atlanta being in chastity wasn't too bad those first few days being that i was around other people and it wasn't on my mind that much. Now that Miss is home and i'm back into my regular daily servitude it has become much more difficult.

After i got out of class at noon i came home and Miss put on my new black and white locking leather collar, which i absolutely love. i wear all day every day when i'm home and i'm so proud to wear it for Miss. She then put me in a black girdle, a black stuffed bra and my black mary janes with 1 1/2 inch heal as i cleaned the house. my main project today was cleaning the fans and air duct throughout the house. i also did the dishes, swept and organized the house.

Once finished i put on my mini black with white polka dot skirt over the girdle and made dinner for Miss before i was given permission to eat myself. i was given the night off and i've spent the past 6 hours looking up Transgender women. Finding the best looking ones and thinking about looking like that myself and about sucking them off.

i then continued to window shop online at THE GAP, which i found some great outfits. i hope to get soon. They carry many sizes and even though i'm very thin i usually wear a tall 11 -12 in
jeans. Here's a peak.
http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=11810&pid=522625

http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=15706&pid=498429

http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=15718&pid=522638

i was also reading chastity and sissy stories which just had my cock constantly pulsing in the little cage my cock is still trapped in. my balls have been growing blue over the past few hours. On and off, on and off as the pressure builds and starts to get painful after awhile.

Last night Miss brought up the possibility of letting me out to masturbate. She was surprised i didn't beg, i don't want to beg all the time. i want Miss to be proud of me for remaining locked up and to please Her. i wasn't unlocked last night and obviously not tonight either. Although i don't want to beg the pressure is building. i was considering asking Miss if i could fuck myself with a dildo tonight to receive some sort of sensation, although i haven't yet. Let's see if i build up the courage to ask Miss, i really don't want to put that on Her though. i just want Her to be proud and for me to continue to serve to Her expectations whether locked up or not.

Miss did return with many many new toys and hopefully i will get the chance to use them in the near future. i will post pics of some things very soon. Well i'm off to continue enhancing my sexual frustration as no matter how "hard" i get i can't seem to get enough of it while online.

on the clock & locked

It's 1am Friday here in Chicago and i've been locked up in the CB-3000 for just over 2 full days now. i was locked up this past Sunday (Monday mourning) at midnight and was released Tuesday night. After i had been on top of all of my chores for two days and i had happily pleased Miss She was kind enough to allow me to masturbate. i was put into the metal cage and was given the keys to my chastity belt. Miss locked the cage and told me that i could masturbate as many times as i wanted to but i wasn't going to be let out of the cage until i had put the chastity belt back on myself and locked it and the cage i was in was also locked.
i should have timed myself on how quick i orgasmed because it couldn't of been more than 30 seconds and that was only after two days of locked chastity. Then i spent the next hour in the cage trying to orgasm a second time and i finally did and it was even better than the first time. So then i lubed up my cock and cage and slid my cock back into the device. It's been two days since and Miss said that after the Cubs game was on She may allow me to cum again, which is awfully generous and i'm going to do all i can to convince Miss. i hope i get strap-on tonight as well. i hope to keep on training myself anally for Miss i know She would LOVE that.

Miss also leaves next week Thursday early in the mourning for Domcon Atlanta so hopefully this upcoming week is a good one with Miss. Saturday is our housewarming/play party. Many guests and lots of preparing for the weekend.
i'm a head off to bed.....good night.

First full day in chastity

When i went to sleep last night it took me an hour to actually fall to sleep. Everyone has those nights but, this was because i kept getting aroused being in chastity. Then when i began to relax i just had to get used to having a device locked on me while sleeping.

When i woke up i made coffee for Miss and then got ready for school. There were a couple times throughout the day where i started to get aroused but, luckily for me i had a busy day at school and my mind was elsewhere. i do love the constant reminder that i am locked up for my Miss's pleasure but at the same time the pressure starts to build up if that's what i were to think about all day.

i'm home now and i'm naked because Miss told me to be. So far it has been a pretty easy day, but i know it's only day one. This is my first day in chastity but second day without having an orgasm.
Hopefully tomorrow will go just as smoothly as today. Tomorrow i have class early in the mourning but i'm done by noon. Then i'll come home and clean while crossdressed (it's a rule) and Tuesday's are my cleaning day.

chastity - i'm locked up

i have always been fascinated with chastity. i can recall watching Robin Hood as a kid and being turned on when seeing the kept woman in her cast iron chastity belt.

About a year ago i bought the CB-3000 (clear version) and at the time i had a friend of mine hold the key to my CB. i also had the medium points of intrigue attached. She was going out of town for two weeks and i stupidly told Her that i at no time would need the keys in case of an emergency. Well when i put on the device it wasn't on correctly. i had fantasized about being in chastity for so long that i would get hard at the very thought of it. So i was put in the device, although it was very uncomfortable i remained in it. While She was gone i was in a lot of pain. my cock began to grow scabs around the back of the cock as well as around the head. It was very red and it needed to be removed. 13 days into it and with Her coming back the next day i couldn't wait any longer. i did EVERYTHING i could to pull out of it. It was extremely painful to squeeze out and i ever since then i haven't used the device.

Well since being owned to Miss Jaded we have talked about chastity. We actually plan on getting me pierced. Having a Prince Albert and another piercing underneath my balls and connecting the two. Well about an hour ago i thought i would try to fit into the CB-3000 again while Miss was on the computer. i immediately started to get hard just thinking about it. i tried to think about random things as i lubed up my cock and the inside of the device. Surprisingly i actually slipped into the device very easily. Again i started to get hard and thought of random things. To get into the device and lock it i do it in like mini sessions. Try to stay soft and do something really quick and when i get hard i stop, hold the device on me and think of random things.

i get into it and pull up my panties and shorts. Once Miss was free i asked Her to close Her eyes and then i surprised Her by showing Her that i was able to fit into the device correctly and could be locked up for Her. i'm nervous as to what She can do however, i am also excited. But, i know things change when i'm locked up.

This is ultimate control, i can't touch or get hard. Miss has full control over me sexually and that is scary. Miss is also going to Domcon October 11th to the 14th and i will still be at home and in school. That's two weeks from now, for all i know i won't be released at all but, maybe if i'm on excellent behavior i will be a time or two. i do need to be trained to be locked up, it's a process, but it is one i really want to undergo in my servitude to my Miss.

i will keep you all updated on how it goes and if i am allowed release from it at all and what goes along with me being released.

Owned as a 24-7 slave

Back in April of 2007 i started to serve Miss Jaded as a part time slave. i wasn't looking to be Her slave as She prefers females serving Her. We had been talking for about 3 weeks and She must have seen something in me by deciding to take me on as Her slave. i don't just jump into things and i analyzed the situation. i have heard good things about Miss Jaded and i already knew that She was a respected Domme and so i took Her up on Her gracious offer.

It is October 1st 2007. i've been serving Miss for almost 6 months now and time has just flown by. As of September 1st we decided to move in with one another and i have become Her 24-7 live in slave. i realize that i am very lucky and i'm anxious for all things that come.

This is a learning process and many things are new to me but, i am educated on the lifestyle and i know that this is how i not only choose but need to live my life.

gags

So i purchased a white leather dildo face harness with an adjustable dildo ring on the front from jtstockroom.com It's wonderful. i haven't tried using it on myself yet, but i am very flexible. i was thinking if i attached a long dildo on the front of the gag and if i'm able to bend over far enough and angle the dildo i will be able to literally fuck myself. i know it sounds complex but, i am very flexible. So, i'm going to test that out soon and hopefully capture it for everyone to see.

Here is the link to the gag i just got. http://www.stockroom.com/Locking-Ball-Gag-w-Dildo-Ring-P317.aspx

Then here is a link to a gag i want. It would come in very handy for a sissy maid. i could clean the toilet with it, dust, be an ashtray, carry glasses/wine glasses and more. It's called the "how may i help You gag"
http://www.stockroom.com/The-How-May-I-Help-You-Gag-P2446.aspx
Just imagine all the things you could do with this. ooooooo....i'm drooling!

sissy maid - on my mind all day

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