For a brief update since last week Thursday. Miss left Thursday and i was put into the CB-3000 that day. Friday night i was released as Miss hid a key at the house and She had me unlock myself as She called me from DomCon Atlanta with two other Mistresses and 5 guys in the room. She had me put on one of Her dresses, insert a 5 inch dildo into my butt and fuck myself whiled i moaned over the phone so they could all hear me. i had a couple friends over that night so i was nervous that they would hear me. She then had me lay on my back and aim my cock at my mouth as i shot a large load into my own mouth and swallowed every drop of it. Then proceeded to lick up all the cum off my cock. Miss left another lock and i put myself back into Chastity. It's now midnight and it just turned Wednesday and i have been locked up since. Today is my 5th straight day and the longest i've gone in chastity with Miss.
Miss returned home early Monday mourning.
While Miss was in Atlanta being in chastity wasn't too bad those first few days being that i was around other people and it wasn't on my mind that much. Now that Miss is home and i'm back into my regular daily servitude it has become much more difficult.
After i got out of class at noon i came home and Miss put on my new black and white locking leather collar, which i absolutely love. i wear all day every day when i'm home and i'm so proud to wear it for Miss. She then put me in a black girdle, a black stuffed bra and my black mary janes with 1 1/2 inch heal as i cleaned the house. my main project today was cleaning the fans and air duct throughout the house. i also did the dishes, swept and organized the house.
Once finished i put on my mini black with white polka dot skirt over the girdle and made dinner for Miss before i was given permission to eat myself. i was given the night off and i've spent the past 6 hours looking up Transgender women. Finding the best looking ones and thinking about looking like that myself and about sucking them off.
i then continued to window shop online at THE GAP, which i found some great outfits. i hope to get soon. They carry many sizes and even though i'm very thin i usually wear a tall 11 -12 in
jeans. Here's a peak.
http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=11810&pid=522625
http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=15706&pid=498429
http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=15718&pid=522638
i was also reading chastity and sissy stories which just had my cock constantly pulsing in the little cage my cock is still trapped in. my balls have been growing blue over the past few hours. On and off, on and off as the pressure builds and starts to get painful after awhile.
Last night Miss brought up the possibility of letting me out to masturbate. She was surprised i didn't beg, i don't want to beg all the time. i want Miss to be proud of me for remaining locked up and to please Her. i wasn't unlocked last night and obviously not tonight either. Although i don't want to beg the pressure is building. i was considering asking Miss if i could fuck myself with a dildo tonight to receive some sort of sensation, although i haven't yet. Let's see if i build up the courage to ask Miss, i really don't want to put that on Her though. i just want Her to be proud and for me to continue to serve to Her expectations whether locked up or not.
Miss did return with many many new toys and hopefully i will get the chance to use them in the near future. i will post pics of some things very soon. Well i'm off to continue enhancing my sexual frustration as no matter how "hard" i get i can't seem to get enough of it while online.
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