Sunday, October 21, 2007

interruptions lead to confinement

i wasn't feeling so well all weekend so i had my pj pants, hoody and thick socks on. Although, i started to feel a bit better later on Saturday night. Miss was trying to get some work done but, i kept on interrupting Her. Even when i'm not feeling so well i am to still please Miss, there aren't any breaks in servitude and i quickly learned that.
So i came in and was told to kneel with my head down. Immediately a black lycra hood was put on my head followed by a blindfold over my eyes to make sure i couldn't see anything and a ball gag to assure i didn't speak. Miss happens to be a great rope rigger and She pulled out Her hemp rope and started to bind me on the floor. i was tied while still kneeling. With my left calf tied to my left thigh and same with the right leg. Then my left wrist tied to my left leg and my right wrist tied to my right leg. Of course i had my collar on, which i LOVE wearing more and more. It's comfortable and locks in the back but, i really like the white and black leather.
Miss knowing that i wasn't feeling so well allowed me to move around somehow as i laid on my side. my hoodie from my sweatshirt was placed on my head and a metal leash was attached to my collar and on to the leg of the chair Miss was sitting on as She got work done on the computer.
i was just left to lay on the hardwood floors, not being able to see anything, not speak and barely move. Talk about being put in my place. i had to be laying there for at least an hour in a half maybe two. i was very aroused by this at first but as time went on and i was just an object on the floor and nothing else i realized that Miss was more excited by this than myself. i was confined without any walls around me, but it felt like i was placed into a tiny box in the back of a closet. Miss was kind enough to allow me to be bound in the same room with Her so i am thankful for that. It wasn't easy and next time i won't bother Miss when She is trying to get work done.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

caged sexual frustration and online fantasies

For a brief update since last week Thursday. Miss left Thursday and i was put into the CB-3000 that day. Friday night i was released as Miss hid a key at the house and She had me unlock myself as She called me from DomCon Atlanta with two other Mistresses and 5 guys in the room. She had me put on one of Her dresses, insert a 5 inch dildo into my butt and fuck myself whiled i moaned over the phone so they could all hear me. i had a couple friends over that night so i was nervous that they would hear me. She then had me lay on my back and aim my cock at my mouth as i shot a large load into my own mouth and swallowed every drop of it. Then proceeded to lick up all the cum off my cock. Miss left another lock and i put myself back into Chastity. It's now midnight and it just turned Wednesday and i have been locked up since. Today is my 5th straight day and the longest i've gone in chastity with Miss.
Miss returned home early Monday mourning.

While Miss was in Atlanta being in chastity wasn't too bad those first few days being that i was around other people and it wasn't on my mind that much. Now that Miss is home and i'm back into my regular daily servitude it has become much more difficult.

After i got out of class at noon i came home and Miss put on my new black and white locking leather collar, which i absolutely love. i wear all day every day when i'm home and i'm so proud to wear it for Miss. She then put me in a black girdle, a black stuffed bra and my black mary janes with 1 1/2 inch heal as i cleaned the house. my main project today was cleaning the fans and air duct throughout the house. i also did the dishes, swept and organized the house.

Once finished i put on my mini black with white polka dot skirt over the girdle and made dinner for Miss before i was given permission to eat myself. i was given the night off and i've spent the past 6 hours looking up Transgender women. Finding the best looking ones and thinking about looking like that myself and about sucking them off.

i then continued to window shop online at THE GAP, which i found some great outfits. i hope to get soon. They carry many sizes and even though i'm very thin i usually wear a tall 11 -12 in
jeans. Here's a peak.
http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=11810&pid=522625

http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=15706&pid=498429

http://www.gap.com/browse/product.do?cid=15718&pid=522638

i was also reading chastity and sissy stories which just had my cock constantly pulsing in the little cage my cock is still trapped in. my balls have been growing blue over the past few hours. On and off, on and off as the pressure builds and starts to get painful after awhile.

Last night Miss brought up the possibility of letting me out to masturbate. She was surprised i didn't beg, i don't want to beg all the time. i want Miss to be proud of me for remaining locked up and to please Her. i wasn't unlocked last night and obviously not tonight either. Although i don't want to beg the pressure is building. i was considering asking Miss if i could fuck myself with a dildo tonight to receive some sort of sensation, although i haven't yet. Let's see if i build up the courage to ask Miss, i really don't want to put that on Her though. i just want Her to be proud and for me to continue to serve to Her expectations whether locked up or not.

Miss did return with many many new toys and hopefully i will get the chance to use them in the near future. i will post pics of some things very soon. Well i'm off to continue enhancing my sexual frustration as no matter how "hard" i get i can't seem to get enough of it while online.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

on the clock & locked

It's 1am Friday here in Chicago and i've been locked up in the CB-3000 for just over 2 full days now. i was locked up this past Sunday (Monday mourning) at midnight and was released Tuesday night. After i had been on top of all of my chores for two days and i had happily pleased Miss She was kind enough to allow me to masturbate. i was put into the metal cage and was given the keys to my chastity belt. Miss locked the cage and told me that i could masturbate as many times as i wanted to but i wasn't going to be let out of the cage until i had put the chastity belt back on myself and locked it and the cage i was in was also locked.
i should have timed myself on how quick i orgasmed because it couldn't of been more than 30 seconds and that was only after two days of locked chastity. Then i spent the next hour in the cage trying to orgasm a second time and i finally did and it was even better than the first time. So then i lubed up my cock and cage and slid my cock back into the device. It's been two days since and Miss said that after the Cubs game was on She may allow me to cum again, which is awfully generous and i'm going to do all i can to convince Miss. i hope i get strap-on tonight as well. i hope to keep on training myself anally for Miss i know She would LOVE that.

Miss also leaves next week Thursday early in the mourning for Domcon Atlanta so hopefully this upcoming week is a good one with Miss. Saturday is our housewarming/play party. Many guests and lots of preparing for the weekend.
i'm a head off to bed.....good night.

Monday, October 1, 2007

First full day in chastity

When i went to sleep last night it took me an hour to actually fall to sleep. Everyone has those nights but, this was because i kept getting aroused being in chastity. Then when i began to relax i just had to get used to having a device locked on me while sleeping.

When i woke up i made coffee for Miss and then got ready for school. There were a couple times throughout the day where i started to get aroused but, luckily for me i had a busy day at school and my mind was elsewhere. i do love the constant reminder that i am locked up for my Miss's pleasure but at the same time the pressure starts to build up if that's what i were to think about all day.

i'm home now and i'm naked because Miss told me to be. So far it has been a pretty easy day, but i know it's only day one. This is my first day in chastity but second day without having an orgasm.
Hopefully tomorrow will go just as smoothly as today. Tomorrow i have class early in the mourning but i'm done by noon. Then i'll come home and clean while crossdressed (it's a rule) and Tuesday's are my cleaning day.